I joined a school organization which is related to my course. It was my promise for this sem, and yes I achieved it. I signed up along with some classmates. We were 50 or 30 (yata?) who applied for membership. Well, we are automatically members naman since it is course related but it is much edgy if you are an active member/committee. :)
So yes, they conducted an interview last last week. I applied for the production committee but they had put me into sponsorship instead (WHY), and yes I GOT IN. Heeehee. My friends and I got in. Happy!
Another thing was, the play. Well, I am part of Binan's performing council under UACCD (United Artists for Cultural Conservation and Development) and we are about to showcase Teodora Alonso's death centenary next week (If you don't know Teodora Alonso, she is the mother of Jose Rizal). My school's quite far from hometown and it's not easy to commute everyday since hindi ko nakasanayan dahil I am living in a dormitory near the school. Rehersals starts at 7pm until 11 or 10. Plus assignments pa. Buti na lang, maaga ang uwian. Except for those days wherein I really need to stay late because of school works. But the catch is, maaga din ang pasok ko. I have three 7am class and one 8am and the rest is just fine. Eh ayun nga at hindi ako madali gisingin sa umaga. So it's always a struggle to woke up every morning 2 and a half hours before your class starts para kumain, magbihis at bumyahe. Kaya every morning, I have 3 alarms set in snooze with loud sounds, pero minsan wa epek.
And minsan naiisip ko, hindi naman ako required sa mga bagay na yan. I mean, no one told me to join. It is my own decision to just do it. And I am happy with that. Despite the stress, pagod, pamasahe fee instead na pang kain ko na lang lahat for the whole week.. ginusto ko pa din gawin.
Despite na kahit medyo sermunan na ko ng nanay ko gabi-gabi dahil anong oras na ako umuuwi, mabawasan ang baon ko para mamasahe, go pa din. I am not only doing this for resume purposes, or dahil nalulungkot ako dahil hindi ako kasali last production (which is true :)).. but it all comes down to being happy.
Dun naman nagsisimula ang lahat diba? You do things because you are comfortable about it. Because you are happy when you do it. Because those people around you made you feel like you are really part of the family. Right? Madrama nga, totoo naman. CHOS. But yeah, srsly.
I am happy na despite of those rants I mentioned above, my friends and family support me in whatever I do. Medyo sablay lang dahil there were 3 people (I think) who told me na wag ko naituloy dahil mahirap daw, nakakapagod and chuchuchuchuchu. Nakakatawa. Pero it's fine. I know they're just concerned. Pero syempre I was expecting them to say, "Go lang. Diyan ka masaya e." Pero wala pang nakakapagsabi, o wala yata talagang magsasabi. Oh well, the fact that they are always there to support makes me feel happy... Okay na. Sabi nga, actions speaks louder than words. Nag-iinarte lang. Heeheee. :)
Along the process, I learned that when you commit into something you should fulfill that and no one should stop you from doing it. Kung hindi mo ginusto, in the first place hindi ka mag ccommit. Just like in relationships (AH, REALLY?) Chos. I learned that committing with something is not as easy as it may seem. Kaya nga commitment e. You are giving your all for it because you love it and not because you have to (it's another thing). Unless, if the people inside it makes you feel that you are from another dimension diba? Think about it. :)
And again, Wala lang. I was just bored today so I thought of something quite worth to blog. :) :p
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