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The toughest question ever.

And since its only 2 weeks and 3 days to graduation, here now lies the toughest question ever asked to a fresh graduate:

WHAT WILL YOU DO AFTER GRAD?

Well, kapag hindi ka nahirapan sa tanong na yan, IKAW NA TALAGA!


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I am the kind of person who doesn't plan things because when I do, I make sure it will be done and if not, I'll be the saddest person in the world. But my life after grad isn't the kind where I can plan it overnight and just tell it to my friends that "Hey, I'll be getting a career in _______". Hindi naman yata ganun kadali yon, self. Well, before I thought it's like that but it's very far pala from what I have imagined.

And so I had three plans:

PLAN A:

Before, I planned on studying again. I am thinking of getting a degree on Creative Writing or Film because that's what I really wanted from the very start. And so I told this to my parents.... but they refuse on agreeing with this plan. They don't want to take financial responsibility with my tuition fee anymore. They told me that in order for me to study again, I must work hard so I can support my fees. Aww. NEXXXXTTTTTTTTTTTT!


PLAN B:

I thought of emailing some artsy people and take apprenticeships. By this, I could be exposed and I will be able to learn more about film or maybe photography or maybe with production and events. Plus, I can get to meet famous people and people who has a lot of connections! Butttttt... thinking about it, being an apprentice would make me gain a lot of knowledge but it cannot give me any money since I am only there to learn and not to be compensated for. Oh well....


PLAN C:

Hmmmm... maybe take a rest for a while. Hahahaha


Okaaay so no more PLAN D because I told myself that I have to get things done and final. This is a long time thing for the future that's I am planning not just some gala for me and my friends. So I said, let me think about things with no pressure.

And when the countdown to graduation happen.... that's when I realize that I need a job! Immediately! I can't stand on being just at home doing nothing having no money on my wallet for weeks! Hindi ako madaling ma bore because I can do anything I can think of like blogging or reading, I know that. But nung nagnilay ako about the future, I thought to myself that in order for me to go study again and travel, I must earn. And that's what I wanted to do. And in order for me to get what I want, I have to take action. But I must be patient. Haaayyy. Medyo intense yung last phrase na to but okay lang. Hahahaha

I am now sending my CVs to companies and had put this blog as one of my write up references so please HR people HIRE ME!!! HELP ME GET MY DREAM BECAUSE I KNOW YOU HAVE A DREAM OF YOUR OWN AND WE ALL DREAM AND I DREAM A DREAM!!!! Ano daw?! Hahahaha

While waiting for interviews, I have decided to keep this blog alive and kicking since it had been left out for the past months. Will be posting late happenings for the sake of blogging. Haha :>