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| And then the stars aligned, must be a good sign |
It was a very spontaneous night last 1110. I was planning to sleep early or maybe watch a movie until I doze off - I haven't had a long nap in a while and it was the peak of my period my cramps are too high. I got off the bus, about to get on another transportation ride when my friend texted me to come at the museum and watch the on-going rehearsal. It seems fun and I know I will definitely have a good night so I went.
I got there at around 9:30pm, rehearsals were already halfway through. My friend and I silently watch and laugh and talk about stuff until it ended.
By 10pm, we went to our friend/director's house and cooked Spaghetti. While we ate pasta, we just talked about government jobs and career growth.
At 1am, we were already kicked out by the house since its already a new day everybody needs to rest. At that time I still have so much energy left in me I don't want to go home yet. Luckily my friend shared the same dilemma and we move to another house and continue our life catch up.
We got there by 2:30am, we had tea and sat in the dark at their rooftop. While we talked about life in general, I looked up and the stars were so bright there are so many of them. I'm not sure what type of constellation was up that morning but I am so sure there is one or two!
I detached myself at the conversation for a while and just looked up. I felt amazed and good, I have this very strong feeling that it must be a sign of something great that is to come.
Under the stars, over a cup of cold tea, we talked about our career experiences - bad boss, teammates and officemates, fail interviews. Reminisced relationships - mourned about the gap we create with people, our past romantically involved relationships, what do we become and the fear to make a choice to jump out of the comfort. It's fulfilling how this spontaneous conversations make you validate things. I finally had the answers i've been looking for these past few months and I feel no regret.
4:15am of 1111, we felt the need to go home. There is so much story to tell but we won't be able to rest if we will continue blurbing everything out.
I got home by quarter to 5. Made me some hot tea, charged my phone and played a game while I finish my drink. I was contemplating if I will get some sleep since it was already morning anyway but I know I should rest or i might die early.
Before I close my eyes, I thought of the stars that night. I have never felt so amazed by such sight, it felt great. I can't even fathom or state any words to describe. Right then, I knew for sure it was a start of something great that is to come. I had a good night indeed.
I got there at around 9:30pm, rehearsals were already halfway through. My friend and I silently watch and laugh and talk about stuff until it ended.
By 10pm, we went to our friend/director's house and cooked Spaghetti. While we ate pasta, we just talked about government jobs and career growth.
At 1am, we were already kicked out by the house since its already a new day everybody needs to rest. At that time I still have so much energy left in me I don't want to go home yet. Luckily my friend shared the same dilemma and we move to another house and continue our life catch up.
We got there by 2:30am, we had tea and sat in the dark at their rooftop. While we talked about life in general, I looked up and the stars were so bright there are so many of them. I'm not sure what type of constellation was up that morning but I am so sure there is one or two!
I detached myself at the conversation for a while and just looked up. I felt amazed and good, I have this very strong feeling that it must be a sign of something great that is to come.
Under the stars, over a cup of cold tea, we talked about our career experiences - bad boss, teammates and officemates, fail interviews. Reminisced relationships - mourned about the gap we create with people, our past romantically involved relationships, what do we become and the fear to make a choice to jump out of the comfort. It's fulfilling how this spontaneous conversations make you validate things. I finally had the answers i've been looking for these past few months and I feel no regret.
4:15am of 1111, we felt the need to go home. There is so much story to tell but we won't be able to rest if we will continue blurbing everything out.
I got home by quarter to 5. Made me some hot tea, charged my phone and played a game while I finish my drink. I was contemplating if I will get some sleep since it was already morning anyway but I know I should rest or i might die early.
Before I close my eyes, I thought of the stars that night. I have never felt so amazed by such sight, it felt great. I can't even fathom or state any words to describe. Right then, I knew for sure it was a start of something great that is to come. I had a good night indeed.