As I type this, I am sitting in my bedroom bingeing in my second shawarma wrap in all meat (I had one with veggies a few minutes ealier), Fifty Shades of Freed beside me waiting to be finished, and the major thing: we have no internet connection so I might probably post this a few days after or so. It's quite sad and fulfilling at the same time that whenever our internet connection's down, I get to notice all of the unnoticeable like my books whom I think is very sad and lonely in the shelf, my planner, and my music playlists. Makes me realize small things that are really important if you look closely at a bigger view.
Anyway, I just want to rant and share how quite rough my 6 days of 2015 has been. I feel challenged already with my indeciveness and how I should deal with decision making. It's quite hard juggling into two of the best options - because when you thought you have no other choice but to go and push through, new things come along to either distract you or to be a competition. And it's up to you weigh each, ask for opinions (optional), and take chances. I just realized that nobody can really help you decide for yourself except you and you alone. Yes you need to hear opinions and suggestions from someone else's because they know you from afar and they see the other side of the situation. POVs are very helpful especially if those came from people whom you trust. But at the end of the day, whatever they might say, you will choose for your own.
With all the situations coming in, it's fun that I get to discover a few things about myself: I am really indecisive, I believe in fate, and that I have been turned to being quite vocal about my feelings now unlike last last year.
Through everything that is after the 6 days, looks like i'll be having a challenging ride for 2016 only that this year I know what my goal for the year is. I just hope to get into the good options and not get badly distracted along the way.