Halfway gone.

It took me hours to finally have decided to delete most of my blog post. After I had changed my url, i felt a flicker that I had to delete some of it. I've deleted most of my impulse post (by means those whom I only posted because I want to post something), including my very very first post, a christmas party I spend with classmates.

I've been in this blog since 2009. And earlier, i've been thinking so hard if I should delete this and make a new one or if I should keep this but will manage a new. It's not easy. Not easy. I want blog change. I want a new genre for this. Still free posts but I want it to be organize and steady. I want it to be bold and yellow. I want it new. I want it new so bad.

My 2 year relationship with this blog never failed me. Even though I failed and flaked it at times, it still loves me. No less. I'm sorry that I had deleted some of our memories together. Those statistics that we had failed and kept for months. But as they say, in every relationship, you have to uplift it and start a new, so here am I ready to face the new face of yours, my dear blog.

How many urls have I used? From theshockwaves, my name, and to this.. yellow notions. How many blog titles have I entered? writers-block, grapheme, happy thoughts.

This time, I am hoping to keep my track. The usual things that goes around. The usual feelings that goes in each and every being.

I've decided to keep this. Yes. I am keeping you, dearie.