20170729

Rules, rules beyond rules

March 22, 6:15p / BGC going to Makati

I don't get some things...
I don't get why some people tend to over react on small stuffs.
I don't get why they tend to set such high standards on people but keep telling them its okay to do this and that but is acting the otherwise.
I don't get why they think those whom they don't trust cannot be trusted anymore.
I don't get why they keep on pushing people away just because....
I don't get it why they keep on acting as if everything is okay and then when a situation is heightened, they over react.





I don't get why you keep on telling people what to do and then when they slip a bit beyond your rulings, you get mad and be perfect as if you are perfect yourself.

I don't get it why some don't let others make their own mistakes and fall and learn on their own. How will they learn if you won't let them get hurt?

I don't get it when they keep on asking and then when they get the honest answers they don't accept them.

I don't get it why don't they just tell you what to do instead of pretending to let you be and then ended up deciding on your behalf.

I don't get those who pretend they are here but they are not really and then act as if they saw the whole situation.

I don't get why you say things as if you don't care how I will feel or how I will take it. Don't you remember how grudges and sensitivities work on some people's lives?

I don't get it why you think you weren't appreciated when in fact you were always have been on top of mind.

I don't get why you tell me this and that and then you expect me to live beyond your rules forever, sorry but I can't be that.

I don't get it why I have this feeling that you are lying when you say "you let me be" but I feel like you're not letting anyone.

I know you don't mean it, I'd like to believe that but I don't get it why I don't.

I'd like to understand and I want to dig deep beyond this, but I don't get it why I have to.

I can try and make adjustments, but I don't get it why don't you adjust on yourself.

I don't get some things.

I'm trying to guess, i'm trying to figure it out.

It's just right now I just don't get it.

I don't get you.


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Saw on draft posted sometime around November 2015. I'm trying to remember the back story of this post and why I didn't published it. Well maybe it's too negative? and i'm glad it just stayed on draft. Time to post it now! It may not matter anymore but I know it did for me 2 years ago.